Monday, February 22, 2010

My Binnie.

            Ambrose. Yannick. Binnie. All those other names I've called you before... They don't matter now. I hurt you. I cut you deep. You hurt me. You scarred me. I forgive you. We've fought so many times, I've said so many incomprehensible insults, you've hit me your hardest. It's been such a rough relationship... I know what you've been through. I understand. I accept you. You and I are different in so many ways... I'm very fragile; physically and mentally. You are the strongest person I know. You've been tortured your whole life. But you can stop hiding now. I know you've been hurt. I know you're not mentally as strong as everyone thinks you are, and as you think you are. You have walls ten miles high. And I remember when I told you that for the first time. You simply whispered to me, "Be my wrecking ball?". I remember crying countless times for you, because of you. I've obtained bruises and battle scars from this "love". You told me you loved me,then you beat me until I was bleeding, crying, and pleading for you to stop. I didn't understand. I still don't. 
        I'd never of thought my eyes would lay upon such a beautiful creature... Angel. I don't care what anyone says. I can see your white light and your purity. When you smile, I'm walking on air. I feel weightless. You have the most heart warming smile I've seen in my lifetime. I feel like the luckiest person to walk the face of the Earth. When you look me in the eyes and tell me how much you care for no specific reason, I go speechless. I love it when you call me in the middle of the night on the nights I'm not home, just to make sure I'm okay and tell me you love me. I know I don't deserve you. You're so selfless and caring. Also very cautious. You always know what to say to make things better, and when you're defending something you care about, you always know your way with words. Your intricate mind is so twisted but loving. Your oblivious exterior, torn and battered, is beautiful. I couldn't ask for anything better. I wouldn't even think of it. Ma armastan sind kõigega olen. Ärge kunagi lahkuda. 

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Wahh! :3

Binnieeeeeeeee. :3
Me love you long time. <3
Until forever. 
And you put up with my immaturityy.
And myyy...
Temper. D:
And all those times I told you I hated you, I never meant it. D;
I love you forever and ever and ever. :3
...The Shining. xD