His Favourite.

O Captain! my Captain! our fearful trip is done, The ship has weathered every rack, the prize we sought is won, The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting, While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring; But O heart! heart! heart! O the bleeding drops of red, Where on the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells; Rise up--for you the flag is flung--for you the bugle trills, For you bouquets and ribboned wreaths--for you the shores a-crowding, For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning; Here Captain! dear father! This arm beneath your head! It is some dream that on the deck You've fallen cold and dead. My captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still, My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will, The ship is anchored safe and sound, its voyage closed and done, From fearful trip the victor ship comes in with object won; Exult, O shores, and ring O bells! But I, with mournful tread, Walk the deck my Captain lies, Fallen cold and dead. -Walt Whitman.

Well.

SOOOO..

:l

He's gone.

I miss him already.

I found out around 5 AM.

I was the last person her hear him.

I was the only person to hear his death.

He called me.

He told me.

"I love you."

BOOM!

Silent.

I cried.

I'm still crying.

I can't stop.

v_v;

I've been crying for about 5 and a half hours, now.

Is this some kind of sick joke?

No.

I searched.

And serched.

Until I found him behind a dumpster.

Where hearing guns are common.

I can't believe I lost another..

He had a gun in hand.

My gun.

I trashed it.

I..really can't believe..

..This is really happening.

I'll wake up.

Bad Mood.

White doves cry
They ward you away
From the creature inside
I am where the beasts play.

Into a different realm,
Caust the day into night
Bite the hand that feeds.
I am where the sun and moon fight.

Whisper sweet revenge
Of who I am inside
Although my demons are hidden
Their love for me abides.

If misery loves company
I am it's best friend
It's all I have left
Until my words come to end.

They say love conquers all
But not in my case.
For all that I have loved
Has set a different pace.

Kisses. :]]

Ronan and I.

We had a lot of fun. ;D

Yes.

Indeedy. :]]

I cut my hair.

Can you tell?

Because I can. o_o

Very uneven. x]]

I'm high. =3

Just weed.

I can function on weed.

:]]

I need sex.

Kay, bye. =D